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Artist // Literature
  • France
  • Deviant for 20 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Current Residence: Spaceship
Favourite genre of music: music that makes me feel alive
Favourite photographer: the one that pictures me naked
Operating System: Linux Ubuntu 13-10
Personal Quote: What can you do when the heart is blind and the eyes don't want to see.

Favourite Visual Artist
Monet, Dave MC Kean, Bachalo
Favourite Movies
Neverending story
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Tori Amos, Nine Inch Nails, VNV Nation
Favourite Writers
Neil Gaiman, Jonathan Carroll
Favourite Games
Vampire Dark Ages
Tools of the Trade
DreamWeaverMX, Photoshop 6, Paintbrush (so much fun)...
Other Interests
Clouds and daydreaming
J'ai disparu pendant tellement longtemps que seuls une poignée d'entre vous se souviendrons de moi Je me souviens de vous. Et puis ma vie a tellement changé, enfin pas tant que ça ... quoi que... J'ai toujours mes deux monstres (Lilandra and Melvil) J'ai toujours mon mari (momifié dans un coin) Mais aujourd'hui j'ai aussi une maison d'éditions. Et ce message est à l'attention des illustrateurs et des auteurs de tout poil. Je cherche des illustrateurs et des auteurs pour La Lucarne. Info ici : http://www.editions-la-madoliere.com Si ça vous intéresse, allez-y ... BIses M
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Love of my life

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Gosh it's been more than a year since I wrote here and I feel terribly guilty about that . I had an other baby, a boy this time. yes I know .. very short, he is born march 21st 2006. He is 1 year and 9 days from his sister Lilandra, he's called Melvil and heis so cute... Anyway. I've been moving in my life, doing very important things : I built my own publishing company, looking for people to help me to developp a real beautiful web page. And actually the one you can see on the net is pretty simple and ugly. But that's all I can do. www.editions-la-madoliere.com It's in french, well I'm french after all.. so i'm a little back, not for l
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Well. Lilandra Labruyere Snozzi was born on saturday march 12th 2005 at 3:21 pm . Both mom and dad are with angels. We're mad at her, you can't guess how much. She is really a wonderful baby. And if you want to read her life ... www.xanga.com/I_Lilandra She is perfect, the 8th marvel of the world. And every mom here will understand me. I'm breast-feeding her and it's a very strong moment between us. I'm coming back when i got a minute... Love you all. Péné
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Merci pour le fav, ça me fait vraiment plaisir :)
I know I've fallen behind in my dA upkeep, but I just wanted to say Thanks for the fav :+fav: you gave me a while back! Sorry for the delay.

Great gallery! I like Libellule
Ouais trop fort t'habite dans un vaisseau spatial =p J'peux venir ?
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Journal Entry: Tue Nov 8, 2005, 2:34 PM
DRY WEATHER / C.R.A.S.S

"
Is there anyone prepared to tell me why?
Tell me why I'm being suck dry?
Oh yes, that is yours and this is mine,
As long as the balance is out, that's fine.
I don't define the terms of the oppression,
Do you awake to that dull and grey depression?

You ride on me,
Suck my energy.

You take what you want when you want it,
You reject any change that I make.
You ask me for more when I've spent it,
When I've given it all, you still take.

Is there anyone prepared to tell me why?
Tell me why I'm being suck dry?
Oh yes! I know the lines you draw are for protection,
The number given for a name is simply for detection,
I know I'm only paper in a file,
But couldn't you treat me as a human for a while?

You ride on me,
Suck my energy.

You take what you want when you want it,
You reject any change that I make.
You ask me for more when I've spent it,
When I've given it all, you still take.

Is there anyone prepared to tell me why?
Tell me why I'm being suck dry?
You offer your protection, but insist when I decline,
You offer independence, but demand I tow the line.
You say you give me freedom, but you hang on to the key,
Well don't you think, perhaps, the decision's up to me?

You ride on me,
Suck my energy.

You take what you want when you want it,
You reject any change that I make.
You ask me for more when I've spent it,
When I've given it all, you still take.

Is there anyone prepared to tell me why?
Tell me why I'm being suck dry?
So tell me I'm dreaming if I want to live
And I'll tell you you're just scheming to make me give,
More than I want to, more than I can,
You don't want person, you just want a woman.
You hide behind logic, secure with your facts,
You've a history of time to back up your claims,
Protecting the future by filling up the cracks
That might expose the real nature of your games.
You want woman cos she's children for your system,
Well people wither in that living death.
You hide behind your prejudice, afraid of my wisdom,
Afraid I might question your unquestioned worth.

You ride on me,
Suck my energy.

You take what you want when you want it,
You reject any change that I make.
You ask me for more when I've spent it,
When I've given it all, you still take.

Is there anyone prepared to tell me why?
Tell me why I'm being suck dry?
Used as a tool? Treated like a fool?
Spat on? Shat on?
Totally confused?
Fucked up? Mucked up?
Totally abused?
Pulled about? Fooled about?
Treated like a toy?
Joked about? Poked about?
Something to destroy?
Tricked? Kicked?
I don't want these games.


WHAT THE FUCK?/CRASS

(chorus)
What now? Now you would destroy the earth
Dry, the river beds
What now? Now in your control, birth and death
Dry, the bodies, incandescent in the heat

Your fire is melting both soil and soul
In plan maybe, is that not enough?
Your war and raving of it is so total
You're consumed by it as you'd consume us
Would you see the fire from your sanctuary of death?
What terrible pain you need to hide
In your hatred you'd seek to destroy the earth
What is it that you have been denied?
Your mind and its rantings are so barren
What the fuck are you thinking? What the fuck?
Your eyes and their vision, empty, staring
What the fuck are you seeing? What the fuck?

So singularly your motives, yet impossible to define
How finely lined my destiny in the cobwebs of your crime
So insular your future, so alien your plan
Take all of this if you will and take what I can

A town that is no more
"My God", you say, "What have I done?"
But you won't heed what's gone before
"What pity?", you say, "There is none"
And so you drive the world to war
But this war will not be lost or won
The desolation that you've seen but never saw
Is the lesson that you teach, but never learn
But would you see the fire in the world where you exist?

Will your hard eyes register the pain?
Are you so cold that there is no distress?
Where there's death would you give death again?
No flowers in your landscape, some withered rose
Kicked amongst the corpses where they lay
Halted where all hope died, froze
By the horror of your acts compelled to stay

Unnoticed all this in your lusting after death
How determined that your darkness should be shared
Unnoticed in your blindness this miracle of breath
What element of beauty attracts your cruel desire?
Would you see the burning? Is that your delight?
Would you have me see it in your stead?
Would you feel my yearning? Peace, life, light
Body, breath. Would you take all this?

What is it that you're seeking, so cold and so deprived?
What is it that you dream of in your empty eyeless head?
Why must I share your lust of death?
Can you not die alone? Why must I share your fear of breath
Life, light, PEACE?
"

(CRASS/PENIS ENVY)

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"L'eau était rougie des lambeaux de ma peau tandis que je regardais dériver les soleils, de plus en plus loin, et le froid grandissait, et chaque été brûlait mes fleurs, et encore et toujours je me vidais de mon sang, je ne comprenais pas comment un corps aussi léger pouvait en contenir autant, et le sable m'avait écorchée jusqu'à l'os, l'oracle était étrange, je devais mourir noyée, et à travers cette eau glacée pourtant je me sentais marcher, marcher, marcher jusqu'à la démence, et tomber d'épuisement, dans cette fournaise froide et sans foyer."

(Hémorragie, Eternité, Silence)


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"Je ne connaissais alors que l'espoir et j'ignorais de l'attente toute question, toute douleur, seules des larmes d'enfant noyaient pour un temps ces couleurs nouvelles qui vivaient dans mes yeux, je n'avais pas appris à lire les signes de la la chute.
Et ils vinrent jusqu'à moi, avec la faim dévorante dans leurs yeux et leur regard en fuite et la légèreté de leurs ventres et leurs mots comme le vent, ils vinrent et me8 Comments Previous Journal Entries
Devious Information Current Age: more than my soul, less than my bones Current Residence: Gaule Celtique Interests: Art,myths,beauty,magic and...bones Favourite band or musician: JoyDivisionEinstürzendeNeubautenMephistoWaltzMetalUrbainU KDecay Skin of choice: Mine... Favourite game: Not your's. Favourite gaming platform: I don't like games. Favourite cartoon character: I don't like cartoons. Personal Quote: La pesanteur est plus contagieuse que l'étincelle. C'est pourquoi ce monde est en train de mourir. Tools of the Trade: Feelings. deviantART Notice
Devious Comments Deviant: *iokanaan (#191656099)
Date: Nov 18, 2005, 8:32:53 PM
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED !!!

Spread the DA love around ! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage)


*dingding* :: RULES ::
1- You can hug the person who hugged you !
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public ! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay ! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started hugging right away !
hi twisted-mannequin here, i just wondered if you happen to remember any of my peoms. i have recently found them on possumofthegrottos page and was absolutly dismayed to recognise them as mine! even mother, once a nfavourite of mine
if you do recognise them, could you report her for me? i have reported her but as they are no longer on my page i will have trouble proving it
NINE INCH NAILS :D